A Broken Heart

A BROKEN HEART

Written by Azza

1.05pm 26 March 2009

i stoped, i gazed

the thing that was thrown to my face

i shiver, i quiver

only God knows how my heart suffer

i longer, i wonder

for eternity,do i linger?

the sorrow, the hate

keep my chin up, its only fate

deceive, betrayal

in life, everybody is in denial

honesty, reality

the only thing that could make me happy

no explaination, no confession

just leave it there, i dont want no hassle

the big wheel, the karma

i know it surely will come back to ya

my ache, my pain

the fear it could happen again

my wish, my dream

from me, for sure no one can steal

from the bottom of my heart

originally written by Azhaniah

Farewell

This week is the last week im tutoring them for this last sem.

Lega pon ade hehehe tapi sedey pon ade....bye guys !!!

Revision week for them hanye 9hari jer rupenye....ish3 kesian anak2 ku

Whateva it is i wish them the BEST OF LUCK (klu tak cemerlang Fizik,siap ko!! hahaha)

Yang besnyer.......derg sempat nak capture2 piccies nie hehehe Bile derg sebot jer

"Jom la tangkap gmbr dulu....sbg kenang kenangan''.....

Aku teros melonjak, betol2kan sket baju sambil bertanye....''Laaaa.....nape tanak ckp awal2''

"Hahahahaha......akak dah canteq dah" respons derg bile nmpk aku terlebey poyo hahaha

Mule2 derg nak suggest nak tangkap gmbr formal...konon2 aku tgh mengajar....

''Hey akak tanak!!!...Itu nmpk Poyo''

Abis tu....aku pon bg sugestion.....

''Ape kate....kite sume tgk kat satu tmpt sambil jari kite menuding ke tempat itu hahaha''

Sume stuju rupenye....tp ade yg perasan ensem berkate

''Sume org tunjuk muke saya kay.....hahahaha''

Kelas yg paling nakal

Kelas yg paling pandai

Kelas yg paling bising

Kelas yg penah push my limits

Kelas yg AKU TAK MASOK SELAME 3MINGGU TULAH

Kelas ni lah jgk yg menambat hati tutornye

Goodluck to all my students......!!!

~Si Azza~

I found some cool images from the net that got to do with Azza hehehehe....Cool place to hang out

Tengok ah layout die.....Awesome!!!

Dreaming

Stacks on deck, Patron on ice

We can pop bottles all night

Baby, you could have whatever you like

I said, you could have whatever you like

Yeah, late night swim, so wet so tight

A gas of a jet for you tonight

Baby, you could go whereever you like

I said, you could go wherever you like

I want'cho body, need your body

As long as you got me, you wont need nobody

You want it, I got it, go, get it, I buy it

Tell em other broke niggas to be quiet

Shawty you the hottest off way you drop it

Brain so good

School you went to college

Hundred deposit, vacations hit the tropic

Cause errbody knows it aint trickin if you got it

Yo need to never ever go to yo wallet

As long as I got rubber band bank in my pocket

Five six, add with rims and a pocket kit

Yo aint gonna downgrade, you can get what I get

To my dearest shawty (azza)

Yours sincerely.....boo (t.i)

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Paneh den....

@ angle pertama

@ angle kedua

Arini panas lak...aircond kat opis lak ikot cuaca luar (hahahaha TAK MEMBANTU!!)


Dah la kubikel aku tu gloomy ditambah lak panas terik aircond


Hati mmg panas dek drama terbaru (akan di update asap!!!) nie, ditambah lagi panas opis.


Aku park kete kat luar kelas.....lepas mengajar gi masok blk kete yg dipark di bwh sinaran terik.


Aku masok2 jer....kesian kumbang sekor nie!! Dah jd bangkai kat dashboard!! Hahahaha

Eh....aku dah buang ke belum ha???


THE END
KAHKAHKAHKAHKAH

My Prediction....!!!

Aku mcm blh agak la kan.....

Akan berlaku World War Three (WW3) yg akan meletop tak lame lagi !!!!

Dan AKU la yang akan start WW3 tu

Tapi perang ni tak menggunakan tenage nuklear, tak menggunakan senapang atau bom, tak menggunakan kete kebal.

Hanya perlu ''mengayat'' sket and BOOOOM !!!!

Wanna know more??....Stay tuned.....( i know i will hehehehehe)

Eh Eh Eh ....alergik !! Eh Eh Eh

i dun wanna zoom or point them out....takot kena keja dek paparazzi. tp derg ade la kat situ di bhgn luar kekehekehekeh aku tau tak membantu sgt!!

Aku duk kat starbucks nie...sejak kul 1pm tadi hehehe skrg dh kul 6pm huhuhu Pastu, sekumpulan budak2 kolej masok starbucks dgn kamera masing2.

Bkn kamera digital biase tu ye, bkn mcm kamera aku tu. Tapi kamera XLR tulah, ade 3bijik kamera tu!!....Eh Eh Eh...derg photographer ker?? Org2 design ker nie?? Eh Eh Eh aku alergik tibe2 hahahahaha Dengar n tgk jer org2 ala2 photographer tibe2 SENSITIP !!!

Weh...hati tak senang hahahaha tolong!!! Emosi betol lak aku nie. Kuatkan semangat azza!! Kuatkan semangat!!

Bile aku blh tenang nie?...Inshaallah tak lame lagi nie ok la...huhuhuhu..(berharap sey) Eh kejap, ade sorang tu nampak mcm ensem jer muahahahahahaa

Wuteva dat doesnt kills me...juz made me stronger

Tahun 2009, wahwahwah!! Starting Tahun 2009 aku dgn drama tergempar, mmg meletop sey drama tu!! Tapi perlu ke drama-drama nie?? Sebab aku bukan lah org yg pursue drama nie, aku tanak pown!! Tapi itulah hakikat nye Tahun 2009....

THEN

Dulu aku hidup in the safe zone. Ape maksudnye tu?? (kalian sedang berfikir) Maksudnye, aku tak suke perubahan, aku tanak perubahan, aku tanak ambil langkah-langkah baru dlm idup, aku nak duk diam & go with d flow. Flow of life konon!!

I will never never NEVER EVA take chances. Why?? Sebabnye bile aku dh caught up in drama, i know (or i assume) that i cant really take d pressure. The only pressure that im willing to take was only my studies. My studies, nothing BUT my studies!! Aku slalu pikir aku incapable of facing problems (which i DO still think dat way sumtimes). Seolah-olah aku ni tak reti la bab-bab Critical Thinking ni (subjek wajib kat faculty dulu hahahaha)

Selepas saket, selepas aku bangun dari katil, setelah sebulan terlantar (i was bed ridden), it really HIT me!! Aku kena pegi tengok dunie, dapat tengok sikit pon takpe!! Aku kena amik risiko, mane boleh duk uma bace buku jer, mane boleh aku duk umah & tanak bergaul dgn org. Mcm mane aku blh idup mase tu ek?? Aku pon tgh pikir nie hahahahaha

NOW

Aku sahut je lah cabaran aku tu!! Kuar tgk dunie!! Amik risiko sket!! Socialize!! Jumpe org baru!! Carik keje!! Sambung belajar!!

Ergh....klu ikot hati naluri akuuuuuuu..........aku nak duk in d safe zoneeeeeeeeeeeee mcm duluuuuuuuuuuuuu hahahahahaaha Nampak sgt aku nie mudah give up!! Wutta a whoose!!

Tapi takpe....aku bajet aku blh jatuh pengsan & epilepsi kat lantai setiap kali masalah melanda. Owh, rupe-rupenye aku nie stronger than i thot. Aku perasan drama mmg byk betol dlm idup aku skrg. Perlu ke?? Drama melayu ni slalu tak penting, hanye buat jiwa kacau, buat sasau kejap, itu bg aku lah.

Org yg bermasalah n yg timbulkan drama utk aku nie kan, derg ni mmg plan ke ha?? hahaha sbb mcm takde perasaan je buat aku mcmnie pastu plan die mmg ikot dgn perangcangan derg plak tu. Aku lak yg victim !! Eh Eh...byk cantek muke derg!!

Takpe2....org buat kite takpe, tp kite jgn buat org!! Weh........BOLEH PAKAI LAGI KE PERUMPAMAAN TU?? Mcm tak seswai jer nak pakai kat zaman ala2 moden ni dimane sume org selfish n dh tak kesah psl perasaan hati jiwa jantung pankreas org lain. Huh !! Pikir pon dh buat aku penat. Aku rs aku takleh idup time zaman ni la kan?? Aku tak reti nak buat org suffer hahahaha (ke situ pulak cik azza nie)

God have his way in our life....mcm2 aku nmpk!! So kpd Die jgk la kite kena rujuk balik. Org lain nak suffer disbb kan ape yg die dh buat tu, biaq pi la!!! Let God handle dat part (hehehehe bkn nye aku nak meminte pown.... ;p mamamamamuahahaha <---evil laugh)

Exhale Inhale...

Terkezut Berok

Aku tgh syok layan documentary kat satu website nih (ceh...mentang2 internet dh elok kan ) TIBE-TIBE........

WOOF WOOF WOOF !!!! .....bunyi sekumpulan anjing gangster yg dtg dr luar yg sgt dekaaaaat dgn tingkap aku....istighfar aku sekejap !!!

Bergegas sepantas kilat dr bilik tido ke luar umah & menghalau sekumpulan anjing gangster nih ( tak lupe utk pause dulu documentary tu ye...)

Rupe2nye 6ekor anjing jalanan ni tgh nak membuli sekor kucing kurap kat uma aku nie (kucing itam ala2 dh grey dh bulu die...dh tue kot)...derg pon stop, pandang kiri kanan n cabut !!!

Aku pon lega la...sbb dah xde sape nak memekak lagi (aku nak concentrate kat documentary nie)...masok la bilik balik...duduk dgn tenang mengadap pc blk...

Skali adik aku masok2 (adik aku yg bersame2 kejar anjing tadi)...bilik sambil cursing anjing2 tadi..pastu die dgn sore tinggi ...""EH....APE DIE BUAT NIE???"....

Kesiannnnnnnnnnn............kucing tu dh slmt duk kat tingkap bilik aku...die pelok grill tu mcm tanak lepas kan...die sgt bersungguh okay !! pastu perot die kembang kecut kembang kecut dgn laju...muke die muke polos abis...mate die buntang....mmg kesian ah !!!

Aku tau die scaredy cat kan....so aku pon tak kaco la...cume aku pesan kat die...jgn masok bilik aku sudah, duk diam2 kat grill tu jer...pastu aku suh die jage bulu die..jgn sampai masok bilik aku nie...(klu aku duk bersin sape nak jage???...)

Dah blh dah !!

First n Foremost...i juz wanna say sorry that i havent been updating my blog is becoz of my FREAKING INTERNET prob at home....

But now i wanna assure u guys that its already been fixed...

Penat haih aku nak menunggu die elok. so juz stay tuned kay for the upcoming event yg tak seberape nie :)) since we cant get all our 5elements all together lately anymore (..huh..!! while rolling my eyes ).

Pray n cross our fingers hoping for no more ''freaking disturbing drama'' anymore hahahaha aku tanak epilepsi dah !!!